genesis

I am a father of three blogs, and nothing actually ever lived beyond 3 months. One even barely had anything at all. Somehow I love starting over and then later to just start over again. It should stop right here; well, at least this should start something better.

Better. That has been an operative word why it always boil down to starting over and over for the longest time. In search for something better, we all somehow tend to leave the not-so-better behind. But this time, I think I’m at least in a more sober state of mind already to stop falling to the trap of rebooting things and losing control.

Control. Someone from far back said that I am obsessed to having everything in control and for me to have control of everything. True. I’ve been admitting that over and over again, but only because I believe that we all should at least take control of things that we can control. Perhaps I’m just running into that problem of how to define ‘things that we can control’. Read: things.

Things, and that already encompasses so many. We all get to be very vague once in a while for a reason.
Reason. Months ago we took a Myers-Briggs test and I scored as ENTJ, where T=Thinking; and for that alone I scored a whopping 95% against its counterpart F=Feeling. And my boss once said that I am really too much of a T. True. But then, that’s not always infallible. There are times that I get unreasonable and doesn’t think much - for a reason. Maybe to take control, to make things better, or for world peace.